I know I've said it many, many times already and I'm only ending my third week, but this is my last semester!! Today, I had my Student Teaching Interview.
All dressed up for my interview!
One thing I had to bring was my progress report, which is simply a checklist of all my required classes and tests needed for a teaching license. I only have 5 more green checks to get!
Can this really be happening? The path that I got on in high school has brought me so far! From
bus rides to 13 weeks left before student teaching. I can only look back and laugh at how it all began during my senior year of high school.
There I was, a senior in high school and I still had no idea what I wanted to do with my life. I had plenty of ideas, sure, but nothing that was really sticking out as the "it" thing in my life. I thought about going to Indian Hills in Centerville for something in Agriculture since I had taken about every Ag class I could and because that was what I knew. One day, though, Tresa from Vennard came and had a table at school. Vennard was the Bible college about a half hour away. I knew many people from there including my head pastor at the time. I actually had the application all but filled out thinking that I would go there and God would show me what I was supposed to do with my life. Seriously, I was a couple of days away from sending in the application when it closed. Yes, Vennard closed its doors. It was so sad, and then I was all sorts of confused. Obviously, this was a closed door, but I also couldn't see any open ones. I worried about it for a couple of weeks before finally surrendering the situation to God. What a relief. The questions still came as to what I was going to do, but I felt a little more confident in my, "I have no idea," answer.
For quite a while, I had bounced around the thought of Special Education. Back then, it was just a passing thought, but then one day, that thought stuck. I was talking to my good friend, Racheal, she's one of the best, let me tell you! She was getting so excited to go to UNI for Elementary Ed. She was showing me everything on the website and telling me about campus. She was the first person I told about this Special Education idea.
Sometimes, I get an idea and I just run with it. I don't always sit around puzzling and planning over it. I'm just determined to somehow make it work.
I got all things figured out with my guidance counselor, and told my parents. They have been very supportive of my decision. I ended up going to a community college before coming up to UNI. One of the best things that I did in preparation was praying for future friendships and my classmates. I constantly emphasize this when I give my testimony at camp. I met some wonderful girls and one of them is actually at UNI too! These girls were all off-campus students just like me and they all love Jesus. It was a wonderful group and that is something that I will forever treasure.
Since being at UNI, I've prayed for friendships, and God has blessed me with many! I've been able to get plugged into a Bible study with a woman that I look up to very much. She is always there to encourage us and challenge us to continue to dig deeper in our faith. I love ending our times holding hands and praying together.
I've also prayed over my placements when it is time to have experiences in the field. God has blessed me in that area as well. I've had amazing mentor teachers and have met so many kids. Some of these kids have such hard lives and they need to be shown so much love. During the spring, I had an experience that lasted 8 weeks. My mentor teacher is a Christian and I wish I would have had more conversations with her about things other than our experience. She had a lanyard with a verse on it, and she liked to read things like,
Crazy Love. She had mentioned that she taught in a children's hospital for a while and I thought that was really neat. I started to dwell on the idea towards the end of the experience, but didn't talk to her about it. During the first week of camp, there was a camper who had been diagnosed with a brain tumor a few years back. He started telling me his story and got to just after he told me about his teacher that came to the hospital and how wonderful she was and the impact she made on his life. WOW! Then I really started thinking about it and praying about it. I also took a chance and e-mailed that mentor teacher. Her response?
First off, faith and daily communion with Jesus is essential for working with children in a hospital setting!
WOW! It was so cool to have her back me up like that and encourage me to pray every day without us really knowing each others' story, but knowing that each other is a follower of Christ.
God has just been continuing to answer prayers with this whole school thing. I can hardly believe that it is almost over, but I'm still praying about the teaching in a children's hospital aspect. I don't have a closed door yet, but I'm also not sure if it's open. I will continue to pray about it,but not dwell on it. I know that God has it and will open the door when the time is right.