Two Faced.

Monday,

I thought we were good.  You have been pretty good for a while, and today, I couldn't decide what kind of mood you were in.  I started out full of excitement for the day.  I had plenty to look forward to.  Bible study was first on my list followed by anticipation for my student teaching placement and DWTS.

Bible Study was really good!  Typical!  :)  It was good to see everyone again, dive into Esther, fill my belly, and share in fellowship centered on God.  The theme today was God's timing.  Many times have I looked over my life and caught glimpses of how remarkable God's timing truly is!  I actually had a little time between Bible Study and Phase 2 and so I came back to my room and found this.

This is the wonderful work of one of my best friends, Lindsay Lu, and her sister, Val.  I literally busted up in the hall!  :)

Phase 2 went well.  Kailynn wasn't there today, so I was in complete control.  Some of the kids were in intervention which is always a frustration.  One of the girls in my group just didn't feel well today.  When it was my time to teach, ALL of the students were there.  That's 8 of them!  There was only one problem with behavior and that was taken care of.  I was also observed today.  I feel like it went better than the last time.  Monday, I loathe going to night class.  THAT will always be against you!  I just have to keep reminding myself that there are only a few weeks left.  I leave that class seeing things as clear as mud.

I was waiting in anticipation for the e-mail about my student teaching placement.  I am slightly disappointed.  In big bold letters I saw MARSHALLTOWN/RURAL AREA CENTER.  That was like my third option. I don't know if it's really sank in deep enough for me to get worked up about it.  I'm in a place that I just don't know how I feel about it.  I'm not jumping for joy, but I'm also not fuming.  I talked to one of my best friends, Rach, after I found out and she just told me there must be a reason for it.  When I talked to my mom her reaction was the opposite.  I heard, "MARSHALLTOWN?!"  I just looked back over the e-mail, and the word tentatively just gave me a little hope that possibly, it could be changed.

Monday, you're lucky that Dancing with the Stars was on tonight.  Tuesday is going to make me choose between that and The Biggest Loser.  Will you please fix yourself by the next time we meet?

-Katie